Now it's almost the end of the summer, and other than this roadtrip, I've not done much.
In fact, the Sturgis Rally is almost over, and I went through my entire phone 3 times trying to find someone to go to Rally with other than my ex. It turns out, that I only went up there with my ex. This of course was bittersweet, because no one whom I have dated since him, cares a fig about motorcycles, racing, etc. Including his current squeeze--who insists on spending every day and night at rally with my ex. My ex cannot go more than ten minutes without having a girlfriend. The longest he's gone between girlfriends is ten minutes. In fact, he wanted to know if I wanted to go up to rally with them Saturday. The three of us. And they would just drop me off at rally, while they would go off all lovey dovey, while I hang out by myself like an unpopular loner loser. Sounds fun, right? Fun like getting audited, or having a dentist hit a nerve ending is fun.
I was going to go up to Rally and meet a new guy I've been talking with this summer who IS very much into cycles and racing, but his mother suddenly died a few days ago.
What's up with this year and depressing things? Fights with bosses, reduced pay, friends' parents dying, canceled trips, lack of money, fights with exes, just depressing things.
At least Indifferent Guy is still in the picture and being very sweet to me. He also isn't into rally, or motorcycles. Moreover, I am still indifferent, even though he's nice. He's not into manly things, and so that makes him sort of indifferent to me.
It's weird, to be say, chopping wood or working on a car engine with a guy who does NOT know how to chop wood, or change his oil.
Or, maybe I'm just a sexist asshole? More later.
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