Wait, this is Crazy Horse. OK, Happy Inspirational Leaders Day.
How was everyone's weekend?
Mine was super chilly.
Crackie came up from Custer, and we spent most of the day together before I went over to Mr. J's house for a Bitchin Kitchen Fest and excellent food and company.
Crackie? From Custer? Sigh. Yeah, Yeah, I know what you're thinking. Be careful. But Crackie and I are just friends. Despite everything we went through, we never even slept together, gasp.
It's hard when he leaves, because I think he he is one of the most gorgeous men (inside and out) whom I've ever met.
And like always, we're passionately laughing and talking at the same time, and so many coincidental things happen between us. Like, we're both reading the same books; we finish each other's sentences.
We spent the whole day together, used bookstore shopping, going to Sam's Club, and we had a fabulously romantic lunch. The whole time, arms linked together or holding hands like two best friends.
The chef at the bistro said to me, as I was trying to pay for a piece of Sage-Derby cheese, "Your husband's on the other end of the counter waiting for you."
Your "husband." I laughingly told Crackie this, and said it's because we just naturally look good together, and when we're around each other, we both glow-- he just smiled. Sadly, I might add.
Star-crossed lovers=lovers who, for whatever the reason or season in the universe, are just not meant to be together at this one point and time.
There's nothing sadder than that.
There's the "Mistake" the guy you wish you'd never met (BTW: I think Cactus Man has been reading this blog as of late--because of Analytics--which, I have no idea how he ever found this blog, more later, meh, I already have a few ex's who read this, so WTF), then there's the guy who got away, the one man in your life whom YOU SHOULD have been with, but for whatever reason, you just can't be with.
So that makes at least two: Crackie, and Jay, who passed away 20 years ago last July.
It's a crazy world, a funky, trippy universe; you can't force it to give you what you want--in fact, you have VERY LITTLE to say about what the universe has planned for you --stay tuned.